Christmas officially barfed all over my house. I am the mom who wants Christmas to be magical for my children....sooo holiday music is going constantly crafts and goodies are every day christmas stories are told, etc...

busy is a great word. I feel just a tad overwhelmed with the whole learning curve it takes to do photography. I started a wordpress blog a few months back but it seems to be a bit over my head. I really want to set my new blog up right before I introduce it to the world....but fear with four little ones, time is always the issue. I have attended both my births and they both went as expected. Peggy thought  she was having a girl and she did. Amber thought  she having a boy and she did.

I absolutly love the to be able to apprentice with my midwife. I think we make a great team. I was the priamry assistant at Amber's....cause she delivered the day before Thanksgiving and the other assistant was baking pies.

In the meantime, I started a makeshift blog. It doesn't have all the links and eduacational site I want up to the references yet but that will come. I think though it will still help to educate people. When I had Sonny I think one of my cousins said she had never seen a birth and that baffled me. but also inspired me to really go forward and perhaps accept that my calling might be this.
Before I really didn't care what people thought or their views on birthing or vaccine, breastfeeding,etc.. cause I believe noone can really say anything until they have those particular experiences and body. I also just know of too many miracle stories where things happened and shouldn't off.

My sister attended a birth a while ago where the mother had to birth her still born child. she will never forget that expereince. If we are not here on this earth to grow from oneanother and help eachother. what are we here for.

My neighbor and friend Angie was told that she wouldn't conceive children on her own and just gave birth last month to her third child (naturally). My Friend Natalie was told recently that she would only have tuble preganancy and suffer many miscarriages. I would like to think God is above science and one day she will hold her very own baby. Love ya Nat!!

I really don't like long post. So here is the other blog that I will probably putting more of my energy and time into.....but please be aware that it is a birth blog and if you feel uncomfortable with birth then please don't read or look at this blog it will have visiual pictures. To me I think there is nothing more beautiful, but that is just me and who I am. It is a work in progress but isn't everything.

My friends and husband all know me well enough to know that when I am passionate about something I go all the way. My husband knows me well enough to never try to tell me one thing from another and just( I assume) decided to support me in all I do. He is a great person. I don't know a whole lot of men that will let other women push out a baby in their bed during the night, while he has to sleep  in the boys room.

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